1. |
Yerba Mating Call
02:24
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hey you yes i'm talking to you
why are you drinking for two
when you could run instead
hey now i'm just thinking out loud
i think my friends would be proud
'cause i haven’t said a word in a minute
and now that i’m home
there’s no control
of what’s gonna happen next
to make my life a little less boring
just come and be around me
'cause i haven’t interacted in some years
it’s been some years
because i didn’t see you again
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2. |
Piertotum Locomotor
03:30
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sitting, feeling like everyone is leaving
but i watched you take the longest route home
breathing, believing that i can feel those feelings
like i’m not some kind of impassive problem
when it becomes enough
will you be the one to
be secure when things don’t seem so easy
it’s getting late for you to stay
i won’t delay
hoping and dreaming that i can still wake up soon
that it’s not too late to crawl out of this pit
blinking and thinking that there’s much for me to offer
but there’s still some shit i’m too scared to admit
don’t go away
show me what it’s like
to stay up all night
show me what it’s like
to live your own life
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3. |
Anesthetic
03:03
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so when she’d clean her drawers
you just sprawled on the floor
with your head in the ceiling
hoping nothing was yours
and when your uncle met his maker
what was your answer for
no emotion to be discovered
what could you endure?
and by the time you looked right through me
you were asking why i couldn’t grasp
things you said were easy being human
i guess that’s just another thing to add
and when they said congratulations
confusing his head’s broken door
living in silence and dejection
whispering dreams to ignore
through the halls
you can’t disrupt
when you’re standing in there looking for anyone
it might be tough
not feeling enough
when your mind goes silent looking for hiding
i can’t feel like i should
it only hurts to be misunderstood
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4. |
I'm Not Built For This
03:00
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i’d like to think that i’m here
with someone other than my years
maybe i’ll live alone
maybe then i’ll feel clear
the pictures hanging on my wall
don’t matter much to me they will fall
maybe that’s what this is like
you fuck up no matter how you try
i need some change
i can’t sustain
at this rate
time grows late
feelings do change
there’s no debate
everyone i know
just goes to show
i’m losing strength
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5. |
Fortuna
02:57
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my insides are burning out
i can’t feel my arms anymore
like the feelings i used to have
they won’t go away anymore
you’re the one that i couldn’t hide
you’re the face that I’ll never forget
you saw how i wanted to be
and you forget what you did to me
there’s always things to be said
if you pay the price to listen
i know that there’s a way out of here
but can I get past the missing?
i’m not who you want me to be
i think you got lost in the dream
the way you make me feel insane
now i’m scared of feeling so afraid
there’s always things to be said
if you pay the price to listen
i know that there’s a way out
but can I get past the missing?
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6. |
Painted White
02:04
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feeling like im
on the way to
some different end,
but growing isn’t
the simplest truth
you’ll dirty up your shoes
my walls will be painted white
but this time it’s not in spite
of wanting to feel like
my own separate light
so i hope i’ll feel a little bright
cause its just harder to handle
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7. |
Reflection
02:47
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maybe you’re my enemy
maybe a bad family
i can’t see ahead
it could be just a tendency
i could be acting recklessly
i could be over my head
over my head
i’m feeling kinda nice today
i heard you have some things to say
go on ahead
watching whats on tv
to forget what you said to me
it can’t be unsaid
it can’t be unsaid
you can’t pretend
it can’t be unsaid
i wanna know
why you’re doing this to me
is it for show
to destroy me completely
i can’t control
what you do and don’t believe
so i suppose
my reflection means nothing
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